paint the pretty smile,
to hide a broken heart,
laughing loud and clear,
yet falling apart,
sleeping but awake,
walking but standing still,
bending till I break,
holding on until,
forever, until you leave,
my heart, my home,
until i can again believe,
in what they say is love,
yet i'll paint the pretty smile,
even if i'm dying inside,
if you think you can see everything,
it's everything that i hide,
you brought me down so hard,
and locked me in a place,
where my past is a dream,
and my future i can't face,
even though i'm wounded,
and bleeding, and crying,
i still have my faith,
i'll never stop trying.
Current Residence: le Caire deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium, if you're gonna buy me something, I want one of them hoodies. Print preference: LARGE Favourite genre of music: Old Rock and Disco YAY! Favourite style of art: I like em all Operating System: Mac MP3 player of choice: Creative ZEN Shell of choice: Ghost Shell Wallpaper of choice: My favorite anime characters Skin of choice: One you can peel off and on at will Favourite cartoon character: Killua and Hisoka from Hunter X Hunter
Favourite Movies
Grave of the fireflies, Spirited Away
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Beatles, The Doors, Bananarama, Pearl Jam
Favourite Writers
Khaled Hussaini
Favourite Games
Worms, Populous, Ultima7, Final Fantasy, Chrono Trigger
Favourite Gaming Platform
I love turned based RPG, is that what you mean by gaming platform?
After three years of redrawing, overworking, not sleeping. My first story books got published. The thrill I cannot feel however. I guess when you wait for something so long and finally get it you forgot how important that was to you in the first place. And worse still, now that I got what I wanted, I don't know what to do next.
Everyone else seems excited.
I feel like the stuff I've drawn three years ago could've been so much better if I'd drawn them this year after I've improved my skills.
My neighbor and I went out for sushi. I've tried sashimi for the first time. It tastes like sweat. Fishy sweat. I couldn't curse fast enough as I swal
I lost track of time.
But still. I'm just so glad 2008 is over. That must've been the crappiest year of my life.
The year 2009 looks like its gonna promise me a few good things. I'll just have to wait to see if they're gonna happen this year.
One extra thing that I discovered: I love people. They're most interesting.
I never believed that kind of thing could happen to me... Sometimes life likes to make you happy...in my case I was so happy I cried.
Thanks to everyone's support and belief in me. Thanks for everyone who passed by and appreciated "Alien" while I was still painting it...
Thanks for everyone who has helped in featuring this painting as DD.